tonight i walked through cold dark rain alone with my best man in the world and i was dwelling on the thoughts of my lost one cause now im banned from any communication to her soaking wet walkin down the road i came close to dropping to my knees my heart was ever so perfectly broken into millions of peices but i made it through the rain to home where im able to express my stupid bullshit problems
by putting them in this journal life seems quite meaningless at times or yet even all the time but i always seem to find something that keeps me going but in this case and most cases my brother is the one who keeps me going so all the thanks and appreciation and love i can give in this goes to you bro

josh